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helefra Forum-Blogger© Original500© Member  Let There Be Light
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Body Helen: Hi  Spiritual Helen: Hi Body Helen: How are you? Spiritual Helen: I'm fine  Body Helen: Tell me about yourself then. Spiritual Helen: Well, I'm 5ft 5", I've got two blue eyes, I have dark brown hair, I have a rather large ass and two big t**ts. Body Helen: No, I meant about your life. Spiritual Helen: Okay, but it wouldn't make it to Hollywood for a film and certainly wouldn't get an oscar. Where do you want me to start? Body Helen: From the beginning of course. Spiritual Helen: Okay. Once upon a time there was a woman called Beryl and a man called Alan who got married and gave birth to three children, two sons and one daughter. Beryl and Alan lived in North Wales in a house which was on a street called "Whalleys Way". Body Helen: Whalleys Way!  Spiritual Helen: Do you mind I didn't put the name on the bloody street ya know. Body Helen: I'm sorry please continue. Spiritual Helen: Beryl and Alan's house was on Whalleys Way in a housing estate in a village called Acrefair (sounded as Ack reh vyre). Body Helen: I presume that is a place and not the name of the latest bike or car model? Spiritual Helen: Please don't interrupt when I'm trying to tell a story. Body Helen: Okay, I'll be quiet then. Spiritual Helen: Thanks. Anyway, the two sons were called Paul and Nigel, Nigel is the eldest of the three children. Paul was the next eldest and then the daughter is called Helen who is the youngest of the three. They all went to school and when they left school, Nigel eventually moved away to Liverpool, Paul joined the RAF and Helen left home and went to live with her boyfriend who moved to Chester. In between this time, Alan's and Beryl's relationship deteriorated and they both got divorced. As time passed by, Helen left her long term boyfriend after 7 years as they did not get on. She went to live with her mother. Nigel had stayed in Liverpool and eventually found a partner who gave birth to a son called Andrew. Helen eventually persuaded her mother to move to South Wales and so they both left Liverpool for the country life. However, before Helen left Liverpool, she met an uncle that her mother had not seen in a long time who used to be a Scientologist. Helen kept some of the information with her and when she moved with her mother to South Wales, she decided to find out more about Scientology. After doing a couple of courses Helen wanted to be on staff and so she moved away from her mother and became a staff member of the church. Helen has since done a lot of things in Scientology and has helped out in many activities - THE END. Body Helen: So you lived with a man in Chester, tell me more on this story. Spiritual Helen: Well, I met him whilst I was still living in Acrefair and he was living with his mother. His mother wanted to move away to Cornwall and I wanted to go with them. When I was leaving home I felt some sadness but I was glad to go. Body Helen: Okay, but why did you eventually break-up from him? Spiritual Helen: Well, he was more of a mummy's boy and he wasn't the romantic type either. He always put himself before me. The only similar interest we had was going to the cinema. Body Helen: Understandable. Well, let's leave that there for today and we'll chat some more. Spiritual Helen: Okay, so you soon - goodbye.
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helefra Forum-Blogger© Original500© Member Let There Be Light
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Well, it was a bloody awful day yesterday. Birmingham City was jammed up because the police closed off a major road where a stabbing had occurred. It's amazing how someone's out-ethics can affect not just them, but everyone else. My mum always said that what you do doesn't only affect you, it affects everyone else. I don't watch the news on TV but as I listen to the radio, it is played every hour so I have no option either to listen to it or ignore it. I think the most stupid ones are when the news announces that psychologists have found that eating some kind of food increases your sexual appetite, sorry but that kind of psycho babble p***ses me off.  I had to go to church last night and as the roads were still jammed up, my partner had to park his car further away than usual. Well, I've never seen my partner get so irate with another driver when he had his indicator light on and reversing lights to show that he was parking. Then a lady driver had pulled up behind him and he was throwing his fists on the steering wheel. Thank god that with all the training I've done in my church it has made me stable enough to not feel the wrath of my partner towards the other driver and to get mad at him. I can hardly concentrate these days my focus is mostly on the wedding - photographers are bloody expensive. A photographer I saw on the internet does the photographs on a CD which is almost half the price of pictures in an album, I don't know what to choose.  There's also been a slight hick-up recently, which may put our wedding date back to next year.  However, as one window closes I know that another one will open. My partner told me he had a nightmare where I told him that I didn't want to marry him, my answer to that is:  Anyway, it's another night at my church to get the training I need to handle life and hopefully, I'll figure out how to resolve certain issues here.
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I've been in this discussion forum now for a good few weeks and already some of the people here are fun. I like Newbie, he seems to be a good sport. Hammy and Pinky are great too. I'm glad Sorethumb (aka Jimbo, aka O'Neil) is here, I hope he livens the place up with a striptease one day.  Had sex last night  and I woke up this morning feeling physically drained. Don't know why I felt so drained as my partner was doing the press-ups, I wonder if it was because of all the energy I used in having orgasms. Anyway, I think I've said a bit too much on this one already.I'm thinking of inviting my eldest brother to the wedding, he already has four children and his partner would probably want to come too. I know I'll never have kids unless it's an accident or perhaps I might end up getting pregnant by the immaculate conception idea. My neighbours next to me have kids, they're only quite young so nothing major will happen yet until they start growing up. At present, in the UK here it seems to be cold in the early mornings and cold in the evenings but warm during the day. I can't seem to decide whether I should be wearing something extra warm or wearing something a bit lighter.  Well, I'm off to see another film tomorrow called "Becoming Jane" which I posted here and is based on the life of Jane Eyre. I don't know what it is about period dramas but I think they're really good and give an insight into our history in the UK, I especially love some of the dresses they wore, very elegant. My fella loves chick flick movies, but he also loves his action movies as well however, he seems to come across as more female in himself than male. It amazes me that the only time we moan is when we're both tired or one of us has mis-duplicated what the other one was saying. I don't know about other people out there but the kind of people that really p***ss me off are those who are just rude to you no matter what. I was talking to the Receptionist at work today and she wanted to get a client's full name, the client spoke to her in an way that is not called for. I don't know why some clients think they're better than you or me, at the end of the day they're only human.
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Well, it's been a weekend of rest and chaos. I wish I could have done most of the things I wanted to get done on Saturday but instead left it till last minute on Sunday night, don't know why I keep doing that.  Part of Birmingham City Centre was closed off on Sunday for a carnival and so, as my partner didn't listen to traffic updates, he got really p***ed off when he had to take the long route round. Anyway, we were heading off to pick three other people up to go to an event where there was reiki and other types of healing going on. There were also clairvoyants and other stall holders with various items such as rare stones, angel key rings, etc. We were setting up our stall as Scientology Volunteer Ministers and nothing major went wrong that day. In fact we did quite well, almost every one of us had helped someone whether it was buying a booklet to resolve their problem or giving an assist. However, during the morning I had some lady sit down with me and she was very antagonistic that it left me feeling rather p***ed off.  Even though I felt fed up, it got to me a bit more than usual as I was tired because my partner disturbed me when he got home at 2.00am on Saturday morning. I can never get to sleep properly until my partner is in bed with me, I don't understand why but it must be all the times that he has disturbed me before. My sex life has been looking up recently, had sex with my partner on Saturday morning and then on Sunday night.  Why is it that sometimes sex is fantastic and then sometimes sex is okay? I can never understand that. When I was at the event yesterday, I normally have to stick to the drinks and food that are offered. I don't like to drink ordinary coffee, especially when you've been drinking decaf for a while and then all of a sudden you have two drinks of non-decaf coffee and your head feels awful. I'd never go back to caffeinated coffee unless it was all that was left. Anyhow, I'm off to the cinema again this weekend to see "The Illusionist" which stars Edward Norton so it will be interesting to see what it is like. In fact I've been told by a fellow Scientologist that it is worth seeing.
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Had a great scrap with Newbie and here's what happened:- In walks Helefra dressed in her Xena outfit ready and raring to go.   As she steps in the ring there's a round of applause from not only Hammy but also Pinky who has joined in to watch the fight.  She looks a mean dude as she strutts her stuff in the ring and waves back to Hammy and Pinky as they look on. Then in walks Newbie, wearing leather boots, leather shorts and a leather cap. It appears as though Newbie doesn't need much to wear as he feels his strength will knock Helefra to the ground but we'll have to wait and see.The bell starts to ring and they're off.  Helefra goes straight for Newbie but Newbie pulls a fast one by flashing his  . This throws Helefra off.  Then Helefra whispers something in Newbie's ear  whilst he's flashing and, OMG the look on the guy's face as he hears what Helefra is saying.  She then pulls a fast one and asks that Newbie kisses her  . However, Newbie fights back like a mean devil  and before Helefra knows it, she's ended up on the floor.Hammy and Pinky are still watching the game  they both said they've not seen as much fun like this in years! Oh dear, Newbie has got a bed sheet with him - I wonder just what he's gonna do with that? He's gonna use it as a whip, better get outta there Helefra, he's really gonna kick your . Helefra sees an opportunity to get back and decides to knick a recipe of witchcraft from Pinky. She's standing by a couldron stirring some mixture  . Hurry up Helefra, Newbie's closing in on you.Just as Newbie goes to whip Helefra, Helefra gets the mixture and throws it over Newbie. All of a sudden there is a blinding flash of light and then as the smoke clears we see Newbie doing this  . Well it's game over as Helefra has won this time round and we can see that she has kicked Newbie's . There is only one message she would like to pass to Newbie,  Well, I'm gonna be away this weekend helping with the Volunteer Ministers so it looks as though the film I was going to see this weekend will have to take a back seat. I definitely will be able to see it next weekend though. I love seeing films or good sci-fi/fantasy series, even Primeval is a brilliant series too.
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The weekend away went very well, a lot of people reached for help but there were those who did not. The older people p****ss me off. You offer them a simple solution and they tend to use their age as an excuse or that the solution you offer them is more likely to suit someone younger. The event was called "Mind, Body & Spirit" and was probably the largest one I have been to. It took place in Barnsley which is not far from Manchester and did have a few people travel from as far afield as Doncaster too. There was a person opposite us who was selling all kinds of books and tarot cards. He had books there on witchcraft which made me think of Pinky when I saw the books. There was a hypnotherapist almost opposite the stall where we were situated who did past life regression. I don't know what it is, but hypnotherapists give me the creeps. [I'm gonna have to fill in more on this when I've finished work but back to work shortly]
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The weekend away went very well, a lot of people reached for help but there were those who did not. The older people p****ss me off. You offer them a simple solution and they tend to use their age as an excuse or that the solution you offer them is more likely to suit someone younger. The event was called "Mind, Body & Spirit" and was probably the largest one I have been to. It took place in Barnsley which is not far from Manchester and did have a few people travel from as far afield as Doncaster too. There was a person opposite us who was selling all kinds of books and tarot cards. He had books there on witchcraft which made me think of Pinky when I saw the books. There was a hypnotherapist almost opposite the stall where we were situated who did past life regression. I don't know what it is, but hypnotherapists give me the creeps. Anyway, my partner always relies on me to give directions and then if he thinks we're going the wrong way, he starts to complain at me  . So I've decided that I won't be giving him the directions for getting to the place and that way he can have an argument with someone else. We were staying in a room above the pub and there was a karaoke night on. I had a sing along to Like a Virgin, Everything I Do (I Do It For You) and then a duet on the tune Summer Nights. However, I was told by a person in our group that a group opposite us were talking about my partner all night. I wasn't bothered but the person told me that she was really p***ssed off about it. Anyway, as far as I am concerned it's just a load of dramatisations to me so I just ignored them. Whilst at the Mind, Body & Spirit event, I saw a lady who does a different kind of physical healing which is called Iridology and Kinesology. Iridology is where the person looks into the eyes and can tell from the colour of your eyes what it is that is causing your body to suffer from certain ailments. For example, your eyes could have a green pigment which tells the person looking at it that there is a problem with your kidneys. Kinesology is where the person tests the muscles, etc so that it tells her what internal organs are not functioning well. You are then given a full thorough look through and told of what you should eat and what you should avoid and also any allergies you will have. I found it probably the most thorough inspection of the body I have had. I will have to look into this more and post something on here about it. I didn't buy anything from the place but I did pick up a few leaflets, I am intending to get my spirit guide drawn which the first time I had it done was fantastic.
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helefra Forum-Blogger© Original500© Member Let There Be Light
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Well, it's been another few days of ups and downs but at least I'm managing to get by in life. I seem to be more emotional these days and I'm not even pregnant (well the last time I checked)! I find it moving when someone wins a big situation to put things right. An example of this was when I was watching "Amazing Grace" and all that William Wilberforce went through to end black slavery in the UK brought me to tears  . However, it shows what we are capable of when injustice goes on and how much we get off our a*** to fight back. I must say though, I was a bit upset when there was the attack by the newspapers about Tom Cruise and Scientology, although I don't show my anger, I think a lot of people are just ignorant on the subject. Why anyone can label it as the "Devil's work" is beyond me when the successes that people have gained from the religion far outweigh the destruction that is going on, on this planet. It's amazing how I have not attacked anyone's religion here but there is always someone who will attacked mine.  Anyway, enough of the sombre moment, it has been a few hectic weekends. Two weekends ago I was away and last weekend there was an event celebrating Mr Hubbard's birthday (which happens every year). The statistics of how much we have helped others and that LRH's materials are more sought after than the works of Shakespeare is probably unprecedented. The help that we have also given to officials such as christians, muslims, buddhists, etc. Also, how those who have used LRH's materials have spoken in commending terms towards the man and his accomplishments. I think the best moment was the announcement of two new organisations that have been bought in Sunderland and Manchester. Although these churches already have their own small space, the larger buildings now bought will spearhead the way for Scientology. When the buildings have been renovated and opened, I hope to post them on the "Scientology - What Is It?" topic. At present we have currently finalised and secured the building for HAPI (Hubbard Association of Personal Improvement) in Scotland, so the next place to secure is Birmingham and that will be a great thing to look forward to when it happens. 
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I was watching a DVD which was called "The Queen". Most of you may know that this is about HRH (Her Royal Highness) and her reaction to Diana's death, how she coped with it and what she did. I was somewhat shocked at HRH's reaction to Diana's death, it is almost as though she did not care about what Diana did and that the matter was simply a private one. It was almost as though Diana's death was of no concern to her, but as Diana was not royalty, surely her courage and help would have convinced HRH that she was a public figure? Alas HRH was only concerned with the grandchildren (which is fine when the children have lost their mother) and that is about as far as she could cope. The only people I saw in Royalty and also in politics who actually gave a damn was Prince Charles and Tony Blair. It was a shame it took Tony Blair to order to HRH to actually give a speech. However, the reminders of Diana's death was probably very heart rendering and films like these that remind us of death, even when I watched the film "The Twin Towers", I still found myself pouring with tears in my eyes.  The strange thing is though, whenever I watch a film regarding history, although we know the outcome, we still know what the ending is going to be. Well, with that DVD film out the way, only another three more DVDs to watch - I love films.Anyway, with Easter now here, I'm feeling a little bored as with there being no shops open, I'm sitting at home for most of the day. It's a lovely day outside, warm and sunny. However, I'm stuck in doors with not much else to do except be on here, watch a DVD, clean the house (which I have been doing) or play games. Tomorrow, my partner and I will be searching for wedding rings so that will be exciting. Still trying to ascertain a good photographer and wondering whether to invite my brother and his partner down for the ceremony. I keep thinking that today is Saturday because of not being at work and that tomorrow is Sunday. Drives me made when the holidays hit mid week as it always throws me into a confusion.  The problem with holidays like this is that they go so quickly and the next thing you know you are back at work again.  Still, at least being at work keeps me off the streets. 
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Went to see the film "Wild Hogs" today starring John Travolta, Tim Allen, William H Macy and Martin Lawrence. I must say I was both surprised and glad that I did see this film. I was anticipating that it was going to be an over-the-top comedy but in fact it wasn't OTT at all. It was very entertaining. There were a few movie releases being shown and one of them was called "Stardust", it looks very interesting, especially if you love the whole fantasy theme. It seems that fantasy is taking a turn around and more films are starting to be done in a fantasy theme. The only thing I found annoying were a group of kids sitting behind us throwing their popcorn at us and other various items. Eventually both myself and my partner moved when the film had started. I thought they were going to calm down and stop throwing popcorn and other items once the film started but they kept on doing it. So, in order to watch a film in peace, I could either tell the staff and get them evicted, sit through the film with popcorn being thrown at or move seats. I found it much easier to move seats than create more hassel - it's times like these that I hate kids.  I know there are good kids out there who will sit and watch the whole movie, be good and be curteous. Unfortunately, these kids weren't and even though I told them off, they still kept annoying my partner and I. You could still here them talking in the distance but at least the sound drowned out their voices.I decided to go to FG and post the same topic I did here on "Whose The Coolest?", as anticipated, JT got the biggest votes whilst Tom Cruise got none. Then there seemed to be an attack a bit towards them because of being involved in Scientology and I got a bit upset. I decided to post the same thing that I posted here, the anti-social and social characteristics. What really annoys me more is that it is not Scientology that is making the world a bad place, you only have to look around you to see the drug-pushers and the criminals making life hell. Of course I'm also anti-psychiatry too because of the damage that psychiatrists have done but of course this is only my opinion of what I know about it. Believe me, it drives me mad at times. I went to the doctors yesterday as I have a skin complaint, it turns out that it is a fungus problem and was given some medicated cream to sort it out. I tried using aloe vera creams and other things but I couldn't get rid of it, it just seemed to spread and get worse. Besides any other creams I used irritated it and made it itch more, it was quite annoying at the time. I also had terrible diarrohea this morning, I think it must have been something I ate yesterday - oh dear my body doesn't seem to get any better these days.  I think I'd better liven up the pace next time I do my blog with an attack between myself and Newbie, that action needs to be livened up again.
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Well, it's been some time since I last put my thoughts and feelings in this place but there hasn't been much for me to get off my chest lately. However, I have been suffering from a pimple on my vagina, believe me, to have a pimple there is quite painful and quite often it becomes very itchy too. I've been thinking of ways of getting rid of it and too scared to take the chance in case I end up running around with a burning sensation which is not that pleasant. I don't know what it is about that part of the anatomy but what is it that men find vaginas exciting but when my fella inspected mine, he said it didn't look that nice. He wasn't been nasty about it, just says that it wasn't aesthetically pleasing to look at in comparison to a rose. Well, who can blame him, at least I'm not the manufacturer of it! When I ended up showing my partner the pimple he commented that he had one when he was younger on his willy, oh well I'm glad I'm not the only one suffering with this either.  Saw the film "Miss Potter" based on the life of Beatrix Potter, beautifully done film and some very funny moments in it too. I also saw Night at the Museum, Marie Antoinette and The Covenant which is a film I got for my partner to see as he loves watching supernatural stuff too. I saw "The Covenant" at the cinema. All in all, Miss Potter, The Covenant and Night at the Museum were great films, in fact I was anticipating that Night at the Museum was going to be very stupid. However, this wasn't the case and glad I saw it. As for Marie Antoinette, it's watchable but I wouldn't put it as a great film - sorry to those of you who think it is. Well it's now 10.52pm here and I must get some needed  so I will end off on this issue for now. Thank you to those of you who do read my blogs.
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I have read many different problems, not just on this forum but other forums that make me feel really sad for that person. It's easy for me to try and understand what it must be like for those who are going through rough times, but I haven't been in those situations and hope never to go through those situations. My partner and I never argue unless we are either tired or something is not duplicated which then causes us both to get p***ssed off with each other. However, we always make up as soon as the argument has finished and apologise for what was said or done. Whenever I mention this to people or my partner mentions it to his friends, it is always the same response "You can't be normal unless you have an argument". Why? Is having an argument the basis of a stable relationship? I don't think so. I'm sure if you listen to the couple who argue more you won't find a loving relationship, I'm afraid it doesn't work that way. It is okay to have a banter type of argument but a proper argument gets you nowhere. I never look at what I've got, I'm always wanting more but then I suppose I'm just like everyone else too in that way. I don't think about what may happen if my partner was to suddenly die or if some incident occurred that caused one of us to leave the other. If I sat around and thought about it, then I would probably find myself becoming much more fearful of any potential losses but thankfully I don't have the time to sit around too much! My biggest fear is losing a loved one such as my partner. I've never spoken or written about this but the last long-term relationship I had lasted for 7 years. Everything started off well but then my ex-partner would not see me as part of his life, he would go off and do things by himself with his friends. Eventually we drifted apart but somehow, even though I knew things were not good between us, I still tried to hold on. When we both finally went our separate ways, there was the usual crying but I suffered from extreme agoraphobia however, I kept confronting the problem and still went outside to get over the symptoms. I never went to see a psychiatrist or counsellor, I just handled it as best I could. Eventually the agoraphobia went away the more I confronted it and soon I was back to being an outgoing person again. However, I did have a dislike towards men and showed no interest in getting married or even getting involved in a relationship. I had made a decision at that point in my life to be on my own and never to have anyone share my life with. The strangest thing about the relationship I had was that it wasn't sexual and so it wasn't until my present partner (who was a virgin when he met me) that we shared each other's body.
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Well, I posted the BBC report and the truth on FG regarding my religion but got some attacks by three/four people. It was interesting that no one else bothered to attack it, and that it was only three/four people! It was pointless to argue back, instead I left them with some unknown words that will keep them in glee for a while.  I thought it was nice of both Hamster and Pinky to back me up, not only here but Pinky did so on FG. I think it is best that those attack it should be left alone, this | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
